as if the answers didn't come from up there,

so we gave up on the heavens and, began to look down at our feet.

trying to love what I find where and how it is already,

all for who I was and who I will be.

in this moment the world seems clear as if I could walk through everything transcending to place full of fear only broken by a glass and fork's ding commencing a speech only I can hear.

I do not have the capacity in my lung to breath the words out into the world at least not until that dinner bell is rung.

Some days you tell me how you are, and I do not know how to respond, for when I asked you how, long ago, you never answered.

Some morning you tell me how you slept, and I do not know how to make it better, for when I asked you how, long ago, you never answered.

Some afternoons you tell me to come home, and I do not know how I could ever do it, for when I asked you how, long ago, you never answered.

I no longer want to be like a bird at all, Maybe it comes from acceptance of my skin, or perhaps I noticed that even birds fall, or perhaps I simply found order through a pen.